PS:这篇文章本来是09年最后那两天里开始写的,本来是打算跟 Bye,2009 & Welcome,2010 ! 那一张图一起在1月1日零点发的,很事儿逼吧(京腔,大概是乱讲究的意思)。可那几天事情多,没来得及写完。又为了赶场,于是就只剩那张图了,孤零零的。现在补发。
博客更新慢,不全是因为我懒,其实我想说的话还是很多的。只是我总觉得写这些东西就应该是单线程的,等心完全静下来的时候慢慢写;另一个更主要的原因是我看书少、文笔差、写字慢。看老严的博客,每年那个时候必会按时发出一篇博文,带着点创意,以此做为一个标记点,回顾下过往,计划下来年,好像人生已经完全被他掌控,正在按他控制好的节奏去走,活得清楚明白。比较下来,我开始怀疑我如此散漫的节奏是不是源于自己并不够细心生活?还不够积极?所谓积极的生活态度到底指的是啥东东?
2010已经过去1个月了,我真该留下点什么来祭奠下过去的2009。(好恶俗的转折)
如果把我09年年初订下的计划当成一份考卷,每个计划都是一道题,满分100分,2009年作为考试时间——我或许不能及格。当然,类似于解题不代表实际能力,考试得满分并不意味着真正的优秀一样,完不成计划也不能代表这一年就是不成功的。那些计划都只是我成长期望的具体细化。能不能完成并不是最重要的,真正的意义在于:经过这一年,我是不是真的有所成长?是不是沉淀下来一些东西?思考问题是不是更理性和成熟?何况计划赶不上变化,生活中总会有突如其来的意外和惊喜,接受并享乐其中,才是real life。
提起总结2009,脑海里迅速闪过几个场景。这些场景或许短暂到只能称作一个瞬间,可在每个瞬间里,我都好像猛然开窍一样明白很多,身心愉悦,我觉得这一年里我用心了。 想起电影《The Girl Next Door》里叙述毕业留言的手法,我就这样记下吧:(英文生疏得很,欢迎挑错)
I will always remember the moment that I suddenly realized that the simple and ordinary life is so beautiful, and felt a great excitement and happiness from the deep heart, just while I has leisurely walk on the North of QinZhou Road in Shanghai after a very normal noon with the sunshine brightly. And it also made me keep a very relaxed pleasure to life during the subsequent days. –2009.4 @Shanghai
I will always remember the moment that I really burst into tears, because of such a beautiful view broke into my field of vision after the bus climbed the moutains, rushed to the boundless prairie. The dazzling sunshine, the deep blue sky, the motionless and thick clouds, the cattles and the sheep, and so on, I was completely shocked in front of scenery. I thought I had come to the end of the earth. How beautiful the nature is ! How tiny the humans are ! –2009.6 @Shangri-la
I will always remember the moment that we said goodbye to each other, and sent you board the train. The four youth years in university, we have forged profound friendship, which is the wealth of our lives will never be forgotten. –2009.6 @Nanjing
I will always remember the moment that I was movd to cry while listening to the songs from the albums called《The Sun》and《The poem after the adolescent》. I began to understand we can really read too much feelings from the music. –2009.8 @Zhengzhou
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2009, Many moved, Many thanks !